So I graduated... More on that later.
Until Later, here is a titilising piece of iformation about me and love. Some of it is bogus, but some of it I very much agree with. Well about the only thing I don't agree with is for my perfect mate to always keep me entertained. but, check it out.:
The Keys to Your Heart |
| You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. |
| In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. |
| You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. |
| You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. |
| Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love. |
| Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
| You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. |
| In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. |
So Gloabal Warming is good for us. W00t!!
As promised here is an update on the girl situation as of today. I got bad information. It turns out that she was planning on breaking up with her boy friend, but now has decided against it. They never actually broke up... This is why looking for a potential girl friend is a bad thing for me, because it always turns out like this. The thing about this that sucks more than the other times I was interested in other girls is that this time I was serious... now I just get to wallow in my own self misery for a while. I spent the whole day depressed since I heard the news from one of my covert operators. It wouldn't be so bad except she flirts with me, even though she is already taken... and that hurts... so much. I wonder if she even knows what she is doing... and I cannot make moves on a taken woman no matter how much I like her. I will not be one of those guys that take away happiness from a couple by putting a wedge between them. Especially for her. I can't do it. I can't. I haven't been hungry all day and my stomach hurts, but then again it might just be the fact that I downed a caffeine pill and haven't really had anything but coffee. It sucks to have feeling for someone. I want to give it up all together.
Start looking up Fluffy Monkey in google and see what you get. :)
So. This has been on my mind for sometime. I used to be a good student. I used to be able to juggle work, and school. I used to be able to live off of 4:30 hours of sleep. All these things are facts. However, now I cannot live off of 8 hours of sleep, now I am late to both work and class, and now I have issues getting the most simple assignments done. What happened? Is adding a social life in the fray that debilitating? Why can I not get anything done when I had less time before and got much more done? Why? A very annoying thing to be sure. Just a few thoughts.
So Here I was walking in Ann Arbor as I often do on Wednesday nights. It occurred to me that there are two schools of Ann Aborite. First back story. In Ann Arbor no one looks at anyone else in the face, unless they know them. They just don't, whether it be fear of being Ganked, Raped, or Pillaged, or out of respect for others privacy (being the face) it is just not done. This is a very rough thing for me, a people watcher, but I have mastered one of the schools and it is the one that allows me to kind of people watch.
**School #1**
Those that face forward always, almost as if they have tunnel vision. This form is advantageous for a few reasons. This form allows one to see where one is going. Also it lets them get a better view of their surroundings. They also can just pretend that they don't hear the beggars asking for money for drugs, even though they say it is for food. Disadvantages: if there is uneven ground they might loose their footing...
**School #2**
The look at the sidewalk school. advantages: You will never trip ever... you can pretend that you do not hear someone who you do not want to. Disadvantages: you will not see oncoming walking traffic, also if you alternate between facing forward and looking down some one will know that you are purposely ignoring them, automatically, unless you are sly about it. Also seems degrading to have to put your face in what would be a bowing position, also it makes on look less threatening, then a stoic glare forward. I would call this form or school the lesser of the two, but that is just me.
Now next time you are in Ann Arbor check it out and you will see the two schools in action, and get your impressions of them, you can try to make a hybrid, but that would take years of practice and training from the best instructors to make it effective.
you will also note a third school, but this school is used by all and it is only situational. it is the Pay attention to your friends at all cost school. The school where you only pay attention to the person you are talking to and ignore any one and any thing else in the world. this is an effective tool, but as you can see and I have already stated, entirely situational. You have to have someone to talk to or it will not be entirely effective unless you want to be considered strange and crazy. That will only make you more of at target for those pillagers. That is why I do not consider this to be a true School.
That’s all.
P.S. There are "1000 bales of Hay" on the wall in Ann Arbor, all you need to do is go looking for it. Then you might be able to take one down pass it around and there be 999 bales of Hay on the wall... :)